well i started the day as crappy as ever, then during my first break the book i was reading fell open and a quote really stuck out "In the cup of a premature happiness he drinks the bitter dregs of punishment behind the bolts of a prison" a divination by Cagliostro. which can only be taken as a bad omen, so i get home and see my "friends" in my room using my computer to fufill there needs, and then promptly leave when they have gotten what they wanted. And my "friend" kay doesnt hang out with me any more cuz im not cool enough i guess, and shes making new friends "but im not forgeting my old ones" she says. but i still feel abandoned, ive realized i have no friends at all besides my brother, oh well fuck them. im not worth knowing but oh well, which brings me to my christmas wish, i want a best friend, a true friend that i can count on, someone who actually give a fucking shit about me, some one that just cares, and will spend time with me no matter what. but like everything in my life i ever wanted be it a material object or love or affection, i wll be denied it.
More Blogs
-
2
Monday Nov 08, 2004
Wow, lol i just got halo 2 me and my brother had it reserved and we p… -
1
Sunday Nov 07, 2004
Cool, im actually updating the next day after my last post, the last… -
1
Saturday Nov 06, 2004
damn, its been a while so i thought id update, ive been so busy with … -
2
Sunday Oct 31, 2004
Today was ok, last night kinda sucked, a old "friend" came over and … -
1
Wednesday Oct 27, 2004
Today was a good day... I acutally got a compliment from my art teac… -
2
Monday Oct 25, 2004
I have such great luck i really do. Some how i managed to lose 2 co… -
2
Sunday Oct 24, 2004
Its Sunday and i have the day off, which is cool though i dont have a… -
1
Thursday Oct 21, 2004
well i cant bad mouth scott on this anymore, he being a new member, l… -
2
Monday Oct 18, 2004
i am so fucking pissed, i have a fucking horrible toothache, i bet im… -
2
Sunday Oct 17, 2004
why is it that most of the girls i have hung out with in the past cou…