mondrianblue

i know, i know its been forever. and i really need to get a new profile pic, lol i will do it tomorrow, i finally have a day off when i can do something im excited! passed all my classes thought my GPA is pathetic mostly thanks to the 2.0 i earned for missing ONE CLASS!!!!!!! i had a 3.5 and it was knocked that far down and i basically did the last project (group project) all by myself. but i guess that doesnt matter if the teacher has a grudge against you for nothing. oh well its not that bad.. next semester is my last untill i transfer which im not sure if i want to do... i havent a clue what i want to do with my life , other then the fact i want to live. and be happy. but somethings are just imaginary? arnt they? Sarah is depressed about the future and im starting to feel it. shes convinced the future is only going to be pain and misery, what a fun way to look at the future huh ? im still positve but its hard. and i cant make her feel better i feel so bad. well, i have to be off to work ill update again tonight.