To day was the 5th day of school. I wasn't as nervous as I thought I would be. But the fuckin weather was fucking cold! Shit I am not prepared for this! I've been in hawaii with the hawaiian trade winds and in California with the warm breeze. Shit..So it ain't all that bad.
Yesterday, I went to my University and got my student I.D and I had to get a waiver for a lab class that was full and I can take the lab this fall semester. Everything seems to go smooth. But I still need books. Fuck.I'm nervous.
sehkh:
someone from el paso? lies!
Today..I did nothing as usual. IU start school on Jan 10. It's been two years since I've been to college. So wish me luck..
fufuberry:
yea i start school for the first time in years next week :/ worried as hell
Happy New Year World!
I wonder if Anybody makes the same resolution as they did last year. And I wonder if they are going to make same mistakes too. Well trust me world alot will be different for me and hope it doesn't get as bad as last year (2004).
P.S.
Rest In Peace David..
I wonder if Anybody makes the same resolution as they did last year. And I wonder if they are going to make same mistakes too. Well trust me world alot will be different for me and hope it doesn't get as bad as last year (2004).
P.S.
Rest In Peace David..
Today felt so numb and blurry. I tried to find a way to cope with the loss of David, my friend. First I tried not to think about it, but the memories were flooding along with my tears. Then I tried to laugh, laugh about life now and how silly Grandmas can be. But even my Grandma can't block my pain. Then Itried talking about...
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Today I wake up and I don't feel any better.
My eyes, swollen from the tears,
while nothing inside of me is well rested.
Helplessness is the word that best describes my situation.
I want to find him.
To end this curiosity that lingers within my thoughts behind the silence.
I can't find an end.
Yet there is an apiphany that is realized.
How the...
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My eyes, swollen from the tears,
while nothing inside of me is well rested.
Helplessness is the word that best describes my situation.
I want to find him.
To end this curiosity that lingers within my thoughts behind the silence.
I can't find an end.
Yet there is an apiphany that is realized.
How the...
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monaj2083:
Right now, comfort is impossible to fathom. but thank you .
How can I cope with such a great loss? When 75,000 of the people dead from the tsunami are not going home for the proper buriel that they deserve?
My friend is among those 75,000 who are elbow to elbow in many mass graves? He won't come home...He's all alone.
I can't ease this.. I keep thinking in a much wider spectrum.
How can I cope with such a great loss? When 75,000 of the people dead from the tsunami are not going home for the proper buriel that they deserve?
My friend is among those 75,000 who are elbow to elbow in many mass graves? He won't come home...He's all alone.
I can't ease this.. I keep thinking in a much wider spectrum.
bobdylan5:
Man, I'm sorry. I have no words
I've known about the tsunami disaster for about two days now(not counting today).And I was watching t.v yesterday aboutr it...And I thought to myself on how lucky I was to not know anybody there who was hurt or even possibly dead. I thought I was lucky enough to not go through that pain like they were going through. how chicken-shit of me and cowardly too....
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Since I came back home from Hawaii and California... I noticed alot has changed in the people I know and I wondering if they feel the same way about me..null