momozilla

i broke my foot tuesday.
which sucks cos i was supposed to leave for Vt wed w/ kiley, then for north carolina next sunday.
and i cant work.
which normally wouldnt suck but i now adore a guy i work with. which is bad, but after having a serious conversation with him tues. i cant help but love him a little.

i not supposed to drive, i'm not supposed to walk. i dont think anyone will come see me. i'm pretty sure i will be forgotten while everyone else carries on with their normal, daily routine. because thats what always happens. if i don't force myself to get in their faces about things, i would never have plans for anything. it makes my mom super sad for me. i cant stand that.

mom is leaving me alone in the house next week for more than 2 weeks. with my brother, who i know wont be here. it'd be nice to have someone spend the night with me every couple of days