molotovcocktease

ok so alot has been going on recently...and i haven't really been able to get on long enough to post an update.

so my birthday was a couple weeks ago and sadly it was quite uneventful...I didnt actually get anything...well my boyfriend bought me an awesome acoustic guitar but he gave it to me a week before my birthday...
and as always he had the most ridiculous schedule that day (3am to 11)so he tried to stay up as long as possible with me and we ran some errands...and then he bought me lunch...but the rest of the day was just spent just like any normal day I watched some movies..which was nice...but I was hoping to do something special..and of course I couldn't go anywhere becuase I am 20 years old...and I hate to say it but I still don't know how to drive..

and I know all of you are wondering why and how I don't know how to drive...and it's quite simple actually I just never needed to (and I always had a slight phobia) when I was younger I had an older brother and numerous older friends to drive me around...and then I met my boyfriend Jim at 16 almost 17 and then he drove me around everywhere..so anyway my goal this year is to finally learn how to drive amongst many other things such as be healthier all the time not just one week out of the month..and more I'm coming up with daily.

so on a different note i have had a really really shitty phone for a while..and finally my boyfriend decided to go back on his moms plan..and give me his palm pre...so i have been having tons and tons of fun with it...which is a little hypocritical of me because when it was Jim's he was on it 24/7 and it annoyed the shit out of me and I swore it wouldn't suck me in like that..but it has...:-\

I am pretty sure my acccount is about to run out soon..and idk when I'm going to reactivate it...since have been tight on money since my birthday and I have been having to help my mom out a lot financially so we'll see..maybe some nice gentleman or lady will renew it for me..but if not I won't be gone for too long

ok well enough of my rambling I am starving I have to work tonight...and I have a bunch of things to do around the house...I wish I had some pictures for you guys..but my camera is completely broken now...it's funny because that is what Jim was going to get me for my birthday but I wanted to wait until christmas thinking it would last that long...:-\ oh well


xoxo