mollyindenial

it's going to be a lonely weekend.. everyone went out of town and left me here by myself.


Toni at work showed me a really interesting web site.. it makes me simultaneously laugh and want to slit my wrists.. and for
that, i applaud it. a few random things that you probably don't care about.

1. i will be living alone in a studio apartment next year, i signed a lease today. i signed my life away.
2. i really like panzanella salad,, you can bring me some if you like.
3. i think that the biggest secret that i could put on that webpage is that i pretend that i don't have secrets, but really
my whole life is filled with them, and i'm constantly trying to tell people about them, but no one really listens to me. i know
that i'm not alone.. i guess it's not really a secret now.
4. i'm still waiting on that new bed folks.

5. question.. what do you do with band stickers of bands that you really like, but you don't want to put on your car, and you don't
own a cool guitar case to plaster, and the walls aren't an option???????oh and i'm not in fifth grade so my notebook won't work either.
i didn't cry in my sleep last night, for the first time this week. i did have a rude wakeup call again to a foghorn which may be worse.
maybe i cry in my sleep because i don't cry when i'm awake. i didn't think i had anything to cry about, i guess apparantly i do.

i cried after the first time i ever had sex. not because it hurt, not because i was ashamed, not because i didn't want to, but it was just
one more thing that was disappointing in life.