molle

so much shit went down tonight..


Sick of trying to be a good friend and have all this shit blow up in my face. as of now, im fucking done, call me a shitty person i dont give a fuck. i put so much effort into friendships just to be underappreciated. I try to be friendly to everyone, help everyone out, but what do i get in return? the fucking blows of every argument, when i am just trying to end it. like my therapist said the road to hell is paved in good intentions, karma has to have something good coming around for me, i am actually a good person. im bawling so hard as i type this, i can barely move my hand, broke my phone AGAIN and for what? stupid fucking catty girl fights. i have an anger problem that i should start addressing, or i need to find some new fucking friends, either way something deff has to change, now. i wish i could just have my rat as my best friend and talk to no one but her.

cant wait to move as far away from this place and start somewhere completely new. real friends? not too sure if i have any at this point, ill find out very soon though.

i think i need a sunrise, im tired of sunsets
goodnight sg.