molle

horrible day, horrible.
first my identity was stolen.
then i almost got my tattoo artist fired, even though it wasnt even really my fault.

as everyone knows he was sick yesterday so i rescheduled today
i was supposed to work 1-9, but i got someone to cover me 4-9.
my appointment was at 4 30
he facebook messaged me at 3 30 wanting to reschedule
i answered him, he didnt answer till like 4 00 never telling me a new time.
i had no way to contact him so i went to the shop at like 4 40
not to bitch at all, just too see when i can reschedule, and see if he drew anything out.
the shop boy comes up and tells me he already left. I got irritated since i came there for no reason and havent heard from him.
the shop owner hears this, calls him up, screams at him, tells him to pack this shit up and get out.
i feel like it was all because of me.
but i seriously had no intentions of yelling at him or getting him in trouble. i just wanted to know what was going on.
i felt so horrible, so fucking horrible. Probably one of the worst feelings ever.
He didnt get fired, but still the guilt is horriblle. hence why im drinkng right now.
i still feel horrible, so horrible
i spent like 2 hours talking to him trying to explain
ugh no matter what i do it blows up in my face.
FML