molle

updatee!!


things have took a huge turn around for me.
when i got dumped by my last boyfriend
i had anxiety attacks everyday couldnt eat couldnt sleep.
things just did a complete 180.
me and him are still friends.
buttt
the whole tables have turned and he wants me back now.
even though throughout the whole breakup he was a complete ASSHOLE to me.
complete asshole, refused to talk to me for days, when we did talk picked fights with me.
when we argued he'd get really personal
and insulted my self injury scars and everything.
which is like
if you have never been through self injury you have no idea what it is like.
so that was the last straw for me.
i no longer what him back whatsoever.

on the other hand.
im talking to a NEW guy
yet again.
i am really happy about it.
hopefully ill do things right this time around
and i wont try to force anything this time.
just for the sake of not being alone.
i can just feel like this year is gonna be a year of change.
and i cant wait for it honestly.
change is always good for me.
ending on that note.

i wanna get tattooed so badlyy!
i wanna get a peter rabbit tattoo from the old book

this pictureee

and i wanna get my bright eyes yellow bird half sleeve so badly.



im so happy with life right noww.
i wish i can give you all this feeling
<3