i wish every day could be like this one
i even took pictures
since im always harassed for not having enough haha.
so me n ben went to skaneatlas todayy.
its such a cute city
all the richies live theree
we went to consignment shops.
a nice candy shop,
AND I BOUGHT JELLY BEANS
it inspired me, i wanna learn how to bake so bad!
i wanna domestic myself haha.
n make nice pies
then we walked out on to the pier and ate our candyy
ben take me on better dates than my own bf does haha.
i love lakes.
then we went to lunch
and had nummy goats cheese and i gotta salad.
it was fancy!!
THEN.
me and him came back heree
and i smoked my first cigar hahah
and of course we took pictures!!
god i have to much fun with that boy <3
and now i wanna smoke some weed.
and bake.
but the office is coming on, and i cant smoke weed by myself anyway!
so michael is telling me i pretty much dont try hard enough to make him happy.
which is such a lie, hes selfish and only cares about his happiness and what he wants to do.
and he tries to tell me i cant smoke weed, cant be naked on the internet,and do shit that i want to do.
its like im 19, hes 25. right now im just all about having fun and discovering myself.
and im not gonna tone myself down to fit his, or anyone elses standards.
i wish i dated someone else at times like this! 
i wanna be in a open relationship
i gots too much love for one personn!
yayayayay!
