molle

ive been really upset the past few days :/
almost broke up with the bf yesterday.
i despised himm so badd.
i dunno
sometimes i feel like im just better off alone.
that everyone will disappoint me
and if i was just alone id have a reason to be miserablee.
:/
i had a really nice day with him today though
hung out all day.
he came over to play wii with me n left.
i wanted to go back to his house
but he left without me.
and im upset again.
i dont wanna bee alone tonightt i guess.

i kinda think i know whats wrong with mee.
or at least i hope so.
it gets so exhausting feeling crazy all the time :/


and i just wanna watch nightmare before christmas.