Im currently depressed.
this whole college thing is starting to really bother me.
I dont even think i want to be in it anymore.
and i dont even know why i took these courses.
Im not even smart enough to comprehend the questions for homework.
And even trying to attempt to teach myself was a bad idea.
I think other people telling me i had to go pushed me into it.
I dont even think im ready for this shit.
I could cry right now.
and if i drop out, then ill have to deal with people asking "why didnt you go to school?" and "you need to go to college". so frustrating
And this homework shit, killed my good mood for the fair tomorrow.
Fuck it.
this whole college thing is starting to really bother me.
I dont even think i want to be in it anymore.
and i dont even know why i took these courses.
Im not even smart enough to comprehend the questions for homework.
And even trying to attempt to teach myself was a bad idea.
I think other people telling me i had to go pushed me into it.
I dont even think im ready for this shit.
I could cry right now.
and if i drop out, then ill have to deal with people asking "why didnt you go to school?" and "you need to go to college". so frustrating
And this homework shit, killed my good mood for the fair tomorrow.
Fuck it.
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i've been there, during my first year of school all i did was cry and feel like failure. i pass my classes, with the worst grades, and i almost fail on alll of them.
school is hard, but at the same time i think you should keep on going, it gets easier with time. i don't know, but maybe you can get a permit from a doctor and take some days off?
anyway, good luck, i really hope it gets easier for you
*hugs*