mohollyweird

Holy fuck, I gonna be in pictures! Lemmie explain....
I spoke at one of My 12 step meetings late last week, gave My pitch for sticking with AA and making it work. There was a frigging film director in the room, and I guess I impressed him, because he got My phone number from the secratary, and called Me up over the weekend, asking Me to shoot with him a major role in his low budget horror film, his 8th feature this saturday! I'm playing the frigging DEVIL!!! ME?!?!?!? YES, ME!!!!!!!
I'm gonna be one hour in make-up, full body stuff, dental fangs, horns, tail, fucking contacts (that scares me the most, I hate anything going near My eyes), and then we will shoot for six hours or so that day in front of a blue screen! Jesus, I knew miracles happened because of the program I'm in, but this is not what I expected!!! Woo! I hope this is a great experience with lots of positive reprocussions, because it could be the mother of all fuck ups...I'm not getting paid, I'm just banking that in the long run this will be worth it!

I also had a great weekend with My Darlin', and We shopped and danced every night since thursday. Only regret was not making it to the SG bonfire gig last night!
xoxoxox!

added later:
You guys fugging rawk! Yes Lila, after I'm biiig and famooose, I'll happily tell the true story of being discovered for a handsome Devil in AA talking about My relationship with My "higher power"! My god works in very strange ways!
Thanks all My peeps, thanks!