Whoa! Apnea added me to her friends list! *bounce bounce* She's so hot & steamy, like a smoldering fire. This is me being pathetic fan girl... 
So, I spent the evening in the company of some old friends. The ones Heather calls my "normal" friends. I'm finding less and less in common with these people and end up feeling like an unwanted house guest around them. I'm thinking that I should find fewer reasons to be around them.
That probably sounds harsh, but the fact of the matter is that they really have made not effort to adjust to who I am now. Not that they should be expected to, but with my other friends - the "adnormal" ones, I suppose, the goths & the queers - I'm just Lisa. No questions asked. For that matter, I get along just fine day to day with the world at large.
The "normals" are just tainted by the memory of who I was and haven't got the openness to change that. Being around them feels like I'm stepping back in time, and I don't really need that.
Tommorow I'm supposed to go to a lady's night party at the Fairvilla adult mega store with my Heaver and Tiffany. I'm not sure I want to go. On one hand, I know it'll be an insane time with those two, but on the other hand I'm thinking that I should let Hea have a night out on her own. She needs that sometimes.
So, I spent the evening in the company of some old friends. The ones Heather calls my "normal" friends. I'm finding less and less in common with these people and end up feeling like an unwanted house guest around them. I'm thinking that I should find fewer reasons to be around them.
That probably sounds harsh, but the fact of the matter is that they really have made not effort to adjust to who I am now. Not that they should be expected to, but with my other friends - the "adnormal" ones, I suppose, the goths & the queers - I'm just Lisa. No questions asked. For that matter, I get along just fine day to day with the world at large.
The "normals" are just tainted by the memory of who I was and haven't got the openness to change that. Being around them feels like I'm stepping back in time, and I don't really need that.
Tommorow I'm supposed to go to a lady's night party at the Fairvilla adult mega store with my Heaver and Tiffany. I'm not sure I want to go. On one hand, I know it'll be an insane time with those two, but on the other hand I'm thinking that I should let Hea have a night out on her own. She needs that sometimes.
I hope you're having a good night tonight, whatever you decided to do. I'm going to have to go check out your LJ. Yeah, I have one of those, too.