Progression towards self-realization and such.
Taking a cold hard look at yourself (along with the occasional slap of refreshingly chill water) helps you notice somethings.
Here's currently what's going on in my mind:
1. I need to find more of Lord Byron's work. He seems like a pretty righteous dude and I'm sure if I were alive back in his day, we would totally have hung out. A loser I may be for saying that but true.
2. Money doesn't seem so bad now. I magically got paid from my former university for all the work I did for them (I had forgotten I was even getting another paycheck).
3. I'm a decent guy. No, really. It's taken some deep thinking, but deep down, despite my bad tendencies, I'm really not all that bad. So perhaps I can try being nice, kind, and caring. Like I used to be.
Maybe that will help things out right now.
4. I need to go out more. I love my room, but it's not very... hmmm... spiritually uplifting. Staying in here for so long (with minimal interface with the rest of the world) has started to drag me down. So I should resolve to go out and do more, hell even if it just means meandering around my housing area or something.
Thats all for right now.
There's probably more wrangling around in my head (like saaaaay, that paper that I was supposed to be writing....
) but thats all for now.
Recovery of mood from crap to ok: 85%
JennRose will be hanging out with me hopefully, and she always manages to cheer me up.
She really is the best friend any guy could ask for.
yeah... anyways.
Take it easy all,
The Magnificently Well-Dressed MogMagus
Taking a cold hard look at yourself (along with the occasional slap of refreshingly chill water) helps you notice somethings.
Here's currently what's going on in my mind:
1. I need to find more of Lord Byron's work. He seems like a pretty righteous dude and I'm sure if I were alive back in his day, we would totally have hung out. A loser I may be for saying that but true.
2. Money doesn't seem so bad now. I magically got paid from my former university for all the work I did for them (I had forgotten I was even getting another paycheck).
3. I'm a decent guy. No, really. It's taken some deep thinking, but deep down, despite my bad tendencies, I'm really not all that bad. So perhaps I can try being nice, kind, and caring. Like I used to be.
Maybe that will help things out right now.
4. I need to go out more. I love my room, but it's not very... hmmm... spiritually uplifting. Staying in here for so long (with minimal interface with the rest of the world) has started to drag me down. So I should resolve to go out and do more, hell even if it just means meandering around my housing area or something.
Thats all for right now.
There's probably more wrangling around in my head (like saaaaay, that paper that I was supposed to be writing....
) but thats all for now.
Recovery of mood from crap to ok: 85%
JennRose will be hanging out with me hopefully, and she always manages to cheer me up.
She really is the best friend any guy could ask for.
yeah... anyways.
Take it easy all,
The Magnificently Well-Dressed MogMagus
i'm glad you have money
and i agree. you need to get out of your room more. playing video games all day isn't healthy for you. hanging out with friends and family (especially since your family rocks!) is good for you; do it more often