mogmagus

Been playing a lot of xenosaga lately.
It's not too bad. Good graphics, reasonable voice acting, Good battle engine, Good story (thus far). So far I'm not dissappointed.

classes are going ok. could be better could be worse.

more self-contemplation has resulted in more self-pitying and self-loathing.

My bright spots are few and far between lately.
I think I need to do some writing, just haven't had the time. I also really haven't been in the mood. I can write depressed, just not overly so.

I know crazy, why should I be depressed? meh, its complicated folks. Like most of life.

I have a habit of screwing things up. badly. repeatedly. I don't like admiting it, but thats just me.

The upcoming weekend looks ambiguous at best, shoddy at worst. I'm not going to keep false hopes up. well at least not any longer.

As awesome and great as my life can sound at times... at others it royally sucks, and of my own doing. There's a way to make a guy feel smart.

Interjecting some random humor here: I need some sexing up. I've been lacking in that dept. but then again what guy hasn't? oh to be stereotyped! the joys of life.

I'm getting tired now, and this seems to be rambling.

So I hope everyones weekend doesn't suck and I hope everyone is doing well.

I'll be ok in time I'm sure.
So you all need not worry about me.

Take it easy everyone,
MogMagus