As time goes by---
New years day came and went.
life went on and not much has changed for the great mogmagus.
I'm still pretty much where I was before.
however this year promises to be quite interesting.
1. Hell or high water I will be on my own for the first time in my life. scared, you bet. worried, strangely not really.
2. I'm going to community college now, though it feels like a fall from grace, i realize its more like a re-orientation. I'm starting my life on my terms. what i want to do. its... different.
3. Knowing what you want from life and knowing the means to attain what you want in life are two very disparate things. the latter being very difficult for me apparently.
4.I think a lot. too much. often times, lately, I think wrong. this hurts the people i love. or specifically someone that I love. this is wrong, and should certainly stop. now.
5. whats with me and making lists lately? am i really this logical a person? le sigh.
so it seems like he who is I, the great mogmagus most indubitably has some work to do this coming year.
I'm not sure if I'm up for it, but we'll see how it goes.
My new year's resolution:
To live up to the expectations of those dear to me.
I need to earn this great love and respect that my friends, family, and milady have for me.
I may be hurting, but that gives me no right to dissappoint another person.
well, looks to be a most interesting year.
a most interesting year, indeed.
New years day came and went.
life went on and not much has changed for the great mogmagus.
I'm still pretty much where I was before.
however this year promises to be quite interesting.
1. Hell or high water I will be on my own for the first time in my life. scared, you bet. worried, strangely not really.
2. I'm going to community college now, though it feels like a fall from grace, i realize its more like a re-orientation. I'm starting my life on my terms. what i want to do. its... different.
3. Knowing what you want from life and knowing the means to attain what you want in life are two very disparate things. the latter being very difficult for me apparently.
4.I think a lot. too much. often times, lately, I think wrong. this hurts the people i love. or specifically someone that I love. this is wrong, and should certainly stop. now.
5. whats with me and making lists lately? am i really this logical a person? le sigh.
so it seems like he who is I, the great mogmagus most indubitably has some work to do this coming year.
I'm not sure if I'm up for it, but we'll see how it goes.
My new year's resolution:
To live up to the expectations of those dear to me.
I need to earn this great love and respect that my friends, family, and milady have for me.
I may be hurting, but that gives me no right to dissappoint another person.
well, looks to be a most interesting year.
a most interesting year, indeed.
Thanks for the birthday message, you did indeed get the privelage of being the last of the day! Keep your chin up. I have some idea of what you're going through, and your determination to reap positives out of challenges is inspiring. Do your best, and whatever expectations you fail to meet at that point were unfairly applied to you.
Yours,
Chameleon