Well I didn't get to go to Soundwave.... all I have to say is DICK!!...
So I spent all last week helping people out... It was awesome and something I definately needed. Helped my mum out when she was sick, help my pop move and organise my ex's bond to put into her account. I also helped people with thier shopping, paid for some bus... Read More
So I spent all last week helping people out... It was awesome and something I definately needed. Helped my mum out when she was sick, help my pop move and organise my ex's bond to put into her account. I also helped people with thier shopping, paid for some bus tickets, opened the door for people, offered my seat etc... I reccomend people try it.
zOMG! I love doing that kind of random goodness! Especially when i'm extreme to the max. eg. Gothed up to the max, or looking all high class corporatey (work). You offer old, disabled or pregnant women your seat, and I swear most of the bus looks at you. The Old ladies are the funniest. They don't know what to think when this evil looking girl offers them their seat. Hehehe... I love contradictions in cultures!
This sucks. I've been feeling really selfish with myself for about a week and it just keeps on getting worse. I have everything I could want. I have a great home. I have a fantasic job. I have great friends. I have a loving family. Yeah I don't have any furniture or a car but I don't really... Read More
I'm to the point of not caring... It's actually alot easier than I thought it would be. I've spent so much (the majority) of my life helping people and trying to make them happy. I ask for nothing in return but, being treated like crap isn't great. I deal with them only when I have to. Go ahead and be selfish if that's what you want to consider it... You have to think about yourself first anyway.
1. My body is sore, scratched, bitten and bruised
2. I might accidentally have a girlfriend
3. An ex called me and told me she still loves me
4. I'm missing a sizeable chunk of this weekend from my memory
5. People were making lion noises at me
6. I can't find my Soundwave ticket which might explain... Read More
Something has happened. I've been waking up for past 3 mornings with a really depressive feeling and no reason that I can think of for it. Maybe something is going to happen. Maybe something has happened. Whatever it is, it's making me feel sad.
I might have a roommate lined up, which is good. I just have to interview him. I like my interview process.... Read More
I had a great time last weekend it was awesome... I'm still trying to put bits and pieces of it back together. I think I'll hold off on the alcohol for a while. I'm not going to drink heavily. It got a little out of control and I need to save money anyway. But I'm still up for trivia, if it is still on. I... Read More
yay glad to hear you enjoyed yourself and loved meeting you!
had a little reply ready (i've typed it *twice* now, fucker of a computer kept screwing up, but probably for the best as I get more to the point each time) in regards to your previous post.
short story, went through the same experience from the female side of things about six months ago with a partner who had the same feelings as you, but was quite vocal about them (cruelly at times).
she's got a shitload of regret, not only because she can't have kids again but it's so much more than you ever imagined and there is a such a grief and natural feeling of loss you can't describe. Go to any abortion sites with stories and read the thousands of responses of regret.
the one single factor in retrospect i wish had been done differently, and I think she really wants is just someone to share the grief. not the guilt, and the anger, but just someone to hold (even though you can't) but to cry with. you know how if a mutual friend dies and everyone bands together? just that need to share with someone else who had half an investment in the baby.
say it to her, how you felt, how it could have been, not cruelly, but that it still hurts you but you can share a grief side of it.
as to eveything else, i guess thats for you to deduce but I hope you work it out and time heals eventually. patience i guess.
My Pop's in hospital still. He's had some more strokes. I'm really worried about him. I'm going up to Brisbane tomorrow to visit him. I don't know what to say about it. His memory is starting to go then coming back. Scarey stuff. ........
I kinda realised I need to get a roommate despite my love of living on... Read More
Roommates are the shiznit!! Well, mine are at least!!!
And yeah, I hear your pain about the Anita Blake series. In my humble opinion, it becomes utterly pointless and rather painful after Blue Moon (although Narcissus is pretty good too).
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I can click my fingers!! I have never been able to do that ever!!! 
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'titus' is high on your list... as is absinthe... i can't even begin to process what the two together would be like.