Anyway I should do a quick update... I often have to remind myself that these updates is something I'm doing for myself.
I've found myself hating being around people more and more often. Am I destined to be one of those old men who hate everyone or are people just jerks in general? Ether way, a shillelagh or a sword cane is looking more and more appealing especially if I ever have to use public transport which isn't likely to happen soon but it's good know if I could stab someone in the foot or whack someone in the knee if they walk too slow. I thought about using one of those forcefx lightsabers but I think the idea would be to blend in with the public and not draw attention to myself. I don't like the idea of people trying to talk to me because I look different. I do very much like the idea of someone hearing the lightsaber sound, a creepy Palpatine voice saying "You will regret the speed of your mobility" and then a swing of the lightsaber with a whack to the knee.
Lately I've also been feeling like I should get a place of my own. I've been feeling crowded and feel like lashing out at who gets within a metre of me. That's fine. I don't actually do it... but oooooh do I want to.
Enough of my crazy hermitness, my beautiful lady is coming in about a month. I hope she is happy when she is here. She assures me that she will be happy as long as I'm here.
Work is good. My health is okay... just one minor hiccup of chest pain... I'm going to find out what that is about soon. Family is good as far I know.
Here's a song I love right now
I've found myself hating being around people more and more often. Am I destined to be one of those old men who hate everyone or are people just jerks in general? Ether way, a shillelagh or a sword cane is looking more and more appealing especially if I ever have to use public transport which isn't likely to happen soon but it's good know if I could stab someone in the foot or whack someone in the knee if they walk too slow. I thought about using one of those forcefx lightsabers but I think the idea would be to blend in with the public and not draw attention to myself. I don't like the idea of people trying to talk to me because I look different. I do very much like the idea of someone hearing the lightsaber sound, a creepy Palpatine voice saying "You will regret the speed of your mobility" and then a swing of the lightsaber with a whack to the knee.
Lately I've also been feeling like I should get a place of my own. I've been feeling crowded and feel like lashing out at who gets within a metre of me. That's fine. I don't actually do it... but oooooh do I want to.
Enough of my crazy hermitness, my beautiful lady is coming in about a month. I hope she is happy when she is here. She assures me that she will be happy as long as I'm here.
Work is good. My health is okay... just one minor hiccup of chest pain... I'm going to find out what that is about soon. Family is good as far I know.
Here's a song I love right now
reshizzle:
sorry i dont have time to read your whole entry but i love that song
skoosh:
I feel like that a lot. That's pretty much why I rarely leave the house. The depression and cynicism and the "what's the fucking point" just get to me. I just want to say what I think but I know if I do people will judge. Sometimes I just want to say fuck you. Have you heard the new song by Theory of a Deadman? It's called, I Hate My Life. You might get a kick out of it. I think it's hilarious. I'm a lot happier now though that my loving man and I are able to have sex again. I've been very sick. Maybe with your lady there you'll start feeling better too. Good luck with life. Cheers mate.