Ventisms!!!
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You know what sucks... when you don't feel safe in your own home. I had some drug-fucked wanker burst into my own home and threaten my brother and myself. He was saying that my roommate owes him some money. I honestly don't give a shit but noone should bring negetivity into my home. I managed to get him out peacefully but my brother is on a rampage now. He's told my uncles. This is one of the reasons I moved away from my family and half of my friends. I just want a normal, stressless life. Somehow this shit seems to find me. Argh! Frustration!
In other news, I've been over week sober and my headaches are going. I've stopped going out. I'm over it. I think I'm reverting back to my nerd self... well more nerdy self. I just want put myself back on track. Ahhhhh... venting... I apologise for the curse words
You know what sucks... when you don't feel safe in your own home. I had some drug-fucked wanker burst into my own home and threaten my brother and myself. He was saying that my roommate owes him some money. I honestly don't give a shit but noone should bring negetivity into my home. I managed to get him out peacefully but my brother is on a rampage now. He's told my uncles. This is one of the reasons I moved away from my family and half of my friends. I just want a normal, stressless life. Somehow this shit seems to find me. Argh! Frustration!
In other news, I've been over week sober and my headaches are going. I've stopped going out. I'm over it. I think I'm reverting back to my nerd self... well more nerdy self. I just want put myself back on track. Ahhhhh... venting... I apologise for the curse words
Anyway this is wicked sick 
Can anyone say "Holy game of my dreams batman!!!"?
I remember falling in love with Karen O at Livid... That was an awesome day
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I wonder why it takes so long for me to write so little
I wonder why it takes so long for me to write so little
Edit: boring quiz to fill time
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My current life in 70 questions
1] What was the highlight of your week?
Visting my grandfather in hospital and talking about vespas
2] Who's car were you in last?
My Dad's
3] When is the next time you will kiss someone?
It probably won't be for a while. I stopped being awhore
4] What color shirt are you wearing?
Black
5] How long is your hair?
Short
8] Last movie you watched?
Blades of Glory. I needed the "simpleness"
9] Last thing you ate?
Mashies
10] Thing you drank?
Water
11] Where did you sleep last night?
In my bed
13] Are you happy right now?
I'm see-sawing
14] What did you say last?
INDICATE OLD MAN!!!
15] Where is your phone?
Good question!! I barely keep it on me anymore
17] What color are your eyes?
Blue. Just Blue
19] Who came over last?
Jada. Awesome friend she is
20] When was the last time you had your heart broken?
last year
21] Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?.
i do dislike alot of things right now but I'm going to fix that and make my life happy
22] What are you listening to?
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
23] If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
My grandfather to get better
24] What is your favorite scent?
Myrrh or Vanilla incense
25] What makes you happy at the moment?
Hugs from my girls
26] What were you doing at midnight last night?
Playing Dawn of War
30] Are you left-handed?
No.
31] Spell out your name without vowels.
JSN
34] What's for dinner tonight?
I'll find out later
35] When Is Your Birthday?
9th of June
38] Last time you went swimming in a pool?
last week
39] Where was the last place you went shopping?
some book store
41] Do you have any expensive jewelery?
Why? Do you want to take it from me?
42] AIM or MSN?
MSN
46] Where does most of your family live?
Brisbane.
47] Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
I have a younger brother and sister
48] Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
I chose not to be
49] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Good thing I'm wearing pants this morning
50] Do you drink beer?
A little
52] Myspace or Facebook?
Niether... I used to be on vampirefreaks but I got sick of it
53] Do you have T-Mobile?
No but I like the sound of the iphone... so far
54] What was your favourite part of school?
The last year just all of the last year
55] What type of boy/girl do YOU usually fall for?
I don't know anymore
57] Do you have any talents?
I don't know. what would you consider a talent?
58] Have you ever been a part of a wedding?
I can't go in churches. They make me sick
59] Do you want any children?
Yes
60] Did you take a nap today?
I'm great at power napping
62] Ever met anyone famous before?
Yeah a few
63] Do you want to be famous one day?
NO
64] Favorite Actor/Actress?
Sir Anthony Hopkins is the only one I can think of right now
65] Are you multitasking right now?
nope
67] What is your average cell phone bill
Pfft I have prepaid and I barely use it. You have a better chance of contacting my online
68] Do you believe in Karma?
What goes around, comes around
69] Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
Primary school or early high school
70] How many pairs of shoes do you own?
3
My current life in 70 questions
1] What was the highlight of your week?
Visting my grandfather in hospital and talking about vespas
2] Who's car were you in last?
My Dad's
3] When is the next time you will kiss someone?
It probably won't be for a while. I stopped being awhore
4] What color shirt are you wearing?
Black
5] How long is your hair?
Short
8] Last movie you watched?
Blades of Glory. I needed the "simpleness"
9] Last thing you ate?
Mashies
10] Thing you drank?
Water
11] Where did you sleep last night?
In my bed
13] Are you happy right now?
I'm see-sawing
14] What did you say last?
INDICATE OLD MAN!!!
15] Where is your phone?
Good question!! I barely keep it on me anymore
17] What color are your eyes?
Blue. Just Blue
19] Who came over last?
Jada. Awesome friend she is
20] When was the last time you had your heart broken?
last year
21] Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?.
i do dislike alot of things right now but I'm going to fix that and make my life happy
22] What are you listening to?
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
23] If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
My grandfather to get better
24] What is your favorite scent?
Myrrh or Vanilla incense
25] What makes you happy at the moment?
Hugs from my girls
26] What were you doing at midnight last night?
Playing Dawn of War
30] Are you left-handed?
No.
31] Spell out your name without vowels.
JSN
34] What's for dinner tonight?
I'll find out later
35] When Is Your Birthday?
9th of June
38] Last time you went swimming in a pool?
last week
39] Where was the last place you went shopping?
some book store
41] Do you have any expensive jewelery?
Why? Do you want to take it from me?
42] AIM or MSN?
MSN
46] Where does most of your family live?
Brisbane.
47] Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
I have a younger brother and sister
48] Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
I chose not to be
49] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Good thing I'm wearing pants this morning
50] Do you drink beer?
A little
52] Myspace or Facebook?
Niether... I used to be on vampirefreaks but I got sick of it
53] Do you have T-Mobile?
No but I like the sound of the iphone... so far
54] What was your favourite part of school?
The last year just all of the last year
55] What type of boy/girl do YOU usually fall for?
I don't know anymore
57] Do you have any talents?
I don't know. what would you consider a talent?
58] Have you ever been a part of a wedding?
I can't go in churches. They make me sick
59] Do you want any children?
Yes
60] Did you take a nap today?
I'm great at power napping
62] Ever met anyone famous before?
Yeah a few
63] Do you want to be famous one day?
NO
64] Favorite Actor/Actress?
Sir Anthony Hopkins is the only one I can think of right now
65] Are you multitasking right now?
nope
67] What is your average cell phone bill
Pfft I have prepaid and I barely use it. You have a better chance of contacting my online
68] Do you believe in Karma?
What goes around, comes around
69] Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
Primary school or early high school
70] How many pairs of shoes do you own?
3
Its shit like that that makes me want to get myself a gun.
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