modvayne

I'm starting to wonder again. It was brought to my attention at work the other day that April and I flirt way too much at work. I was asked by a co-worker why we haven't hooked up. I've also begun noticing the sideways glances that April gives me when we're not sitting across from each other at breaks. Kasey and I haven't said that we're officially together yet, and she has told me that I can date if I want to, but she knows that she holds my heart. I know that April make better friends than we ever would anything else, but I get the feeling that she is looking for more. Kasey and Abbi are my world, and I refuse to mess it up. I only wish that I could convince April of that. I don't want to hurt April, as she and I have become close friends, but I don't want to lead her on either. I'm starting to think that I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. I don't think it's good though when others are noticing things between us either. Especially when I've made no bones about Kasey and I.