modvayne

As I'm sure everyone is tired of hearing about, I've been faced with a dilemma in my love life lately. I think it's all about to be resolved though. That's right, I don't think I'm gonna have to make a decision, I think it's been made for me.

Kasey is in her own apartment, which makes our getting together a lot easier. She has even told me that I can stop by any night after work, since she doesn't go to bed until about 11. Her car blew up on her the other night, and she walked a few miles to the shop, and asked to borrow a car. I of course obliged. We also had a long and intimate discussion regarding her ex-roommate, that ended in me ready to drive to his place and literally tear him limb from limb. No. I won't give details, but I will say that he better never cross my path. Any way, she knew how pissed I was, and told me that neither her nor Abbi need me in jail. If that doesn't answer any doubts about our relationship, nothing will. She also told me that she's close to being ready for a committment. She's feeling more secure in her own place, and feeling like she can handle being together.

On top of all of this, Abbi's sperm-donor father has askedto see Abbi this weekend. Kasey doesn't want to allow him to see her in Greeneville, but is considering letting him see her here in Sidney. Kasey said that if she allows John to see Abbi, she wants me there. My only fear is what John is gonna say when he hears Abbi refer to me as dad. I'm hoping that it will convince him to sign Abbi over to Kasey, and walk away. I doubt that he will, but I can hope. I've been the dad he hasn't been for the majority of Abbi's life. All Abbi has to do is see me or hear my voice to start grinning and giggling. As far as Abbi is concerned I'm dad. I don't think that there is anything John can do to change that. I don't want to cause trouble either though. I will be there if he shows up, but I'll also be surprised if he does. He hasn't wanted to be dad for almost a year, why should he start now?