modvayne

I have good news and bad news for everyone who knows my situation. I went to the doctoron Wednesday, and he is sending me for a second opinion. The bad news is that he still thinks that amputation is the only way to end the pain. It doesn't help either that my ankle has twisted 3 times in 2 days. Those who understand my pain tolerance will understand when I say that I am ready to cry, literally.

For those who don't know me as well, I have such a high pain tolerance that suspension, or when I burned myself at 2 years old, I never cried. I broke my arm when I was maybe 8, and all I said was that it hurt. For me to be ready to cry, and fighting back tears literally, means that I am in pain that most would be ready to kill themselves to end. I'm at that point myself, although I fight the pain.

I'll know more in a few weeks about what is going o happen for sure. I know that
Nilloh understands better than most what I am talking about, althouggh in a different area of the body.