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modvayne

Sidney, Ohio

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Sunday Oct 26, 2008

Oct 26, 2008
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What a weekend I've had!!! It all started Friday night. Somehow, everyone who was listening to the station got a string of viruses. We don't know if the station got hacked or if the online DJ got it and spread it. I set my virus scan to run while I slept, as it runs for about 6 hours to perform a total scan. Well, our power flickered at some point, and I lost critical files to run Windows. I was forced to restore my computer to factory settings, and was upset because I lost all of my pictures, music, and videos. The videos are virtually irreplacable, as they are from several years ago when I was more active on a body modification community, and they are no longer available for download. I managed to get lucky however. I got to looking around at things on my computer, and everything was sitting in a folder still on my computer. I was so upset that was almost in tears yesterday.

An added issue is that I was supposed to get my pain meds yesterday, and I was told that I couldn't get them until Tuesday. Anyone who knows me and what I go through on a daily basis, knows what those meds mean to my livelihood. Without them, I hurt worse than normal. If my ankle or knee start popping, it gets even worse.

Things did look up at one point during my day however. PunkNiteMike and KatieOkieDokie made sure I got to go out to Punk Nite to try to help relieve some of the stress of the day. Major thank you's go out to them for it. I needed to get out to take my mind off of everything. There wasn't as big a turn out as usual, but it was a good time regardless. Especially with some of those in attendance, such as Sister Mary Francis, Father Dumas, Jerry Only, Scooby Doo, Gilligan, Batman, Robin, the Joker, and several other interesting characters. Alas, not all was well and good though. At one point while sitting down, my ankle popped, and I was in need of pain meds that I didn't have. Due to changes in the weather patterns, my knee also began to swell.

I awoke this morning with a massive sinus headache, and no meds to help with it either. It seems like if it could go wrong this weekend, it has. An added stress for me is that my lady's phone is likely to be shut off soon, and she has to find a new apartment. As some know already, we are discussing moving in together, however I'm still unable to find a job that will fit within my restrictions. I also have child support yelling at me to find a job, but in this economy, and with my restrictions, it is near impossible to find anything in the way of work. It's not like I don't want to work, it's that I can't find anything. I have applications out everywhere, including gas stations, but I'm so limited that no one will give me a job. I really wish my doctor would sign for me to get disability.
lielock:
do you really need a doctor to sign for you? can't you just get ssdi? their dr has to check you out anyways. So just get the paper work and have their dr look at you we have ddd which is a disability adviocate basically and once you get in there it is pretty easy to get ssdi as long as you have work credits.
I would get in touch with the social services http://www.ssa.gov/disability/ well i am sure you have or just get a new dr or something because what you CAN collect on ssdi is usually worth the pain in the ass that it is to collect it
Oct 26, 2008

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