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modvayne

Sidney, Ohio

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Monday Jun 09, 2008

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Everything in my life is crashing down at once. I'm not sure if I can handle it or not. Some things I have control over and others i don't. Some things maybe I'm better off not knowing about. The only thing I can say for certain is that a certain someone means more to me than anything else. That can be a double edged sword at times too though. Things get said that can never be taken back. Things that can break a person completely. Unfortunately, I think we both broke tonight. I'm not sure that we can even fix the damage between us. Who am I kidding? There is no us, and probably never will be, as it's been pointed out to me. It's all just wishful thinking on my part that I'll ever know happiness. Perhaps everyone would be better off without me.

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avidity:
you are one of the most genuine, caring men out there. and i know many people who would be lost without you, myself included. kiss if you ever need an ear...i'm here for you.
Jun 10, 2008
burntsolace:
Everything all of them said.

I was here when no one could find you, and the panic and fear that swept through this place. So don't think that even for a minute that you don't matter to people here.
Jun 10, 2008

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