I ran into an old flame tonight while at the grocery store. It's always kinda weird when we talk to each other. Her mother had a lot to do with us getting together, but the spark has never quite went away either. We know we're better off as friends and nothing more though. During our conversation, I found out that my step-sister, or used to... Read More
You never know.. maybe now ..after sometime the two of you could be more then friends.. just because at the time you two were together it wasnt' plausable.. doesn't mean it's not now..
I went out to the fair last night with PunkNiteMike and KatieOkieDokie. It was nice to actually get out of the house. I haven't been able to get out much here lately. The weather has been playing hell with my injured leg. While I was there, I ran into a friend of mine's daughter, and I may have to do the one thing I've... Read More
i'm so sorry sweetie. just wait until you are sure you know what you want to do. it's going to be hard to sell it of course, but in the end it may help you more than it's going to hurt to let it go.
i'm coming there!!! yey!! can't wait to see ya!
I've been talking with someone recently regarding a show they are putting together, and I'm totally stoked to be helping out with it. We're still working out all of the details together, but the show is going to happen right around my birthday, and all proceeds will be going to benefit autism. We're discussing the possibility of putting together a show to benefit cancer research... Read More
I had NO clue Conway Twitty sang "that's my job" OMG..that song so made me cry.. I sat here and cried my eyes out..cause that song brings back so many good memories from my childhood.. memories of my Papaw, and family.. it's a such a bitter sweet feeling! I miss that.
I'm starting to notice a pattern in my life, and it's not one I like. It seems like I can never meet anyone who lives close, but I meet ladies from all over the place that say they would date me if we were closer. I know that I don't have a very good reputation around here, but I'm nowhere near as bad as I'm... Read More
I wish I could give you some advice.. but really I am in NO place to do that.. cause I'm struggling right now too! I know what it feels like to be beat up, and judged. It's not fun It hurts I know people say.. be positive, be strong, dont' care what others think.. but you get wore down, you get beat up and it builds up.. and when something is said over and over again.. you start to believe it!
I feel like I need to take a break from everything around me, but I know I can't. So many things going on in my head about things going on in the real world. Maybe I should just live in my head for awhile and not deal with anyone or anything. Maybe I just need to get out of the house more. I really can't... Read More
I'm just tired of feeling as though I don't matter, or that I'm not appreciated.. it sucks and it hurts! It really hurts. Makes me wanna throw my hands up and say.."that's it.. I'm done"
it seems everybody is going thru rough times lately, i dont get it. summer is supposed to be bout having fun, but we arent out having fun like we usually are like past summers. i think we need a fun roadtrip or something to get us back in the swing of things, i think it would do us all good!
Some people have inquired about an injury that I deal with daily, so I thought I would write a little bit about what occurred and what I deal with every day of my life. Well, it actually turned into a novel, but it covers the accident, several surgeries, and the aftermath of it all.
I wish you didnt have to deal with so much pain its hard to watch you have to go through all that without any understanding at all! The government people are assholes and dont give a shit about people! I just want them to find something that will help you feel better! Well i am thinking about you and hoping for some solution in the near future for your pain! Hugs! -ireland
I'm keeping busier than ever right now, which is probably a good thing. I got a bit of news that made me sad today though. It seems that someone I knew and respected in the community I live in passed away. Everyone in town knew his name, even if they didn't know him personally. His son and I were friends as teenagers, and I got... Read More
Being busy is good..I"ve been busy too..but things are about to calm down MAJORLY for me! I don't like it one bit either
Sounds like he's going to be missed...but on the flip side.. it's probably good that he was known for being big into bikes and whatnot.. rather then Harold the Van the Bucket man.. Piqua's legend! The man who talked to himself and slept under the bridge! lol
I had a decision to make this morning, and since one wasn't going to matter, I chose the other. I went to see the doctor today, and had x-rays done. He said something had changed a little bit with my foot, but wasn't specific. I was also informed that as soon as it gets scheduled, I will have to go down for my first epidural... Read More
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fas t, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less . We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stock room. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be arou nd forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
I can't bring myself to walk away completely yet, but I will be on very limited amounts. I will also say, don't ask what is going on, because I'm not going to discuss it.
It seems that at least some aspects of life are starting to look up somewhat. I went to the show I won tickets to on Saturday night, and it kicked ass!!!! In addition, I have been offered a spot on a second internet radio station as a DJ. Not to mention that I ran into an old boss, and they are going to try to... Read More
Ok I really wish you wouldnt do that! I enjoy talking to you! Things have been crazy here trying to get my life back isnt easy! I have NO plans on forgetting you! I am sorry that you may have to go to jail but if you give me an address I can write to you! I wish you would stop being so dramatic! you are my friend first and formost! Its always been like that! I will always be here for you if you need me! Cause thats what friends do they DONT FORGET EACH OTHER! So there! Keep your chin up things will get better! much love-ireland
sorry things are so rough for you and your ex makes it worse! I agree with katie though! you will be ok! I have faith that you will be ok! i miss chatting with you but i probably wont be on a whole lot since i have to get a job and stuff! talk to you soon! i do understand where you are coming from with the being tied to the wife and her boyfriend. i soooo get that! talk to you later! -ireland
As bad as things have been lately, something good has finally happened. I had registered for a contest the other week for a chance to win tickets to a show as well as 2 tshirts. Amazingly enough, I won the contest!!! I get 2 tickets to go see one of my favorite unsigned bands play a local club, Rhino Bucket is playing in Wapakoneta. Now... Read More