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Friday Nov 10, 2006

Nov 9, 2006
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Karma... hrmm.

Well my girlfriend start yapping at me about her beliefs a few weeks ago (which usually always leads us into a fight), but this time she started in about karma. Mostly she related it to our debt situation.
Well I am honestly starting to believe her...

We owe a bit of money (around 10k), accumulated when we bought our house as well as a few bad choices the year before. After our fight a few weeks ago, I buckled down, cut out all my extra expenses out of my budget and started throwing anywhere from 100-200 bucks on my credit per paycheck. Well doesn't soon as I start making a real effort that people start throwing money at us, within 3 days people (mostly family) had given us over 1000 bucks as house warming presents they forgot to give. The creepy thing is that none of these people knew we are in debt.

Now, I have always had a bit of a social anxiety problem. Recently alot of my friends have been finishing up university or college and moving away (like far away to BC). Which really sucks, my circle of friends is getting quite small. So I decided that I need to get over my anxiety problem and make some new friends. Well I am a musician (bassist), so I decided to start there, maybe Ill meet some people jamming. So I put out an add and start auditioning myself. The very same night that I decide to make an effort here, I run into an old friend at the bar, and we get to talking, and he introduces me to the people he hangs with now. Then I get home last night from work, and one of my old best friends had contacted me via myspace. Someone I was really close with for a number of years.

So ya karma? Make a real honest effort and things will come back to you?
I don't know, but I am starting to believe.
meow:
It just doesn't seem like x-mas time w/o snow.

miao!!
Dec 14, 2006

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