modernpopculture

this week i have been ripping at myself mentally. When i am alone i seem to be feeling a bit, ah, down. I havent been depressed about things in my life like this in a while. Its not so much depressed as just unsettled and not completely happy. I know what i would like to have happen but there are things preventing it right now. Sure i am working on taling care of the stuff stopping me but that takes time, and i get impatient when i want to do something so badly and just cant do it yet!! Waiting can be the worst...

And to top it all off I have to go to wokr now, which is fine, but with no radio in the truck since it got stolen monday it make sthe drive annoying!! nothin but the road noise and my own thoughts tearing at me....

I just wanna cuddle