modernpopculture

I feel like i need to vent but I donbt even know what it is or if it will help. I know it wont change what is wrong. I am sick of not having money. I am sick of not having a job. I am sick of not being able to pay my bills on time. Then whenever I try and talk to anyone I just seem to get pissy about things. Especially with my mom. Whenever she says anything about me looking for a job and such i get so defensive. Its not that I am not looking, I am. And really really hard as well!!! i send out so many resumes, fill out tons of applications, everything! Today alnoe i went on an interview, stopped in at two random places to fill out apps (restaraunts seeing as i have the most experince there) and must has emailed out 20 or so resumes. Every monday I must fax about 15 or resumes and call more places. I have fille dout so many appllkications I have them memorized! I know i am employable. I am a great emplyee. I work hard, I come in early, i stay late, I am easy going, pleasant with people, a quick learner, everything you want in an employee!!! Why is it so hard for me to find a job? what is it? I seem to interview well. I just dont know what else i can do. I can work at anytime anyday, have a vehicle, and even relocatable! What else do these people want form me!!! Why does it seem to be impossible for me to find a job???

Please someone help me!!!

Argh!

I need a nap......