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If ever had to say what my worst quality is i would have to say my paranoia. Seems like i worry way too much about some things and in the end its because of this that i destroy whatever it is about! This holds especially true in relationships. When i truly care about someone and feel happy i start to get myself all worked up and worry about things. I end up fighting with myself in my head knwoing i have nothing to worry about yet i still worry. If she doesnt call me suring the day it doesnt mean she stopped caring or doesnt want to talk to me. If i dont get to see her it doesnt means she doesnt ever want to see me. I know this yet i fight with myself over it and stress myself way too much about it and then it affects the rest of my life. I truly have to and i hjave been working on it.

I have found the best motivation ever to help me take care of this. Her name is Nicole and she is wonderful. She makes me smile and feel great. I just smiled typing that about her even!!!I

This is something that i must take care of, and i will, for her, for us, and for myself.