so its my brithday in a half hour. I got a card today form a good friend, she kicks ass!!! I cant wait for her to get better, she has been very very sick, an auto immune disease. She on her way to recovery though.
i have to work in my bday! I even write the schedule, i scheduled myself to work on my birthday....
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i have to work in my bday! I even write the schedule, i scheduled myself to work on my birthday....
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beaky:
happy bday..
monica:
haha! yea the cuse has the worst winters ever! O-town has some pretty nasty ones as well. this one time i was walking back to my place and my eyelids froze shut! thats upstate for ya 
"pity party...table for 1"
I think I sorta figured out why i do work so much. Its the one place thati feel confident and secure in myself. I know i am good at what i do. I think i work so much because i am happy when i am there. I dont think that this is entirel;y healthy though. I mean its good for me that i enjoy my...
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chrono01:
I know what you mean. It's good to take pride in your work, and enjoy doing it. But yeah, I see what you mean. At my last job, I was VERY posative about it. But then it went bad, as many jobs do.
(I'm not saying your job will go bad, jsut that it happens with some jobs. Often due to change in management, or through some external force...it can change it.) And that's what happened to me at my last job. One little change started it all. It was like a grain of sand in an oyster. Over time, and other inane changes of policy and attitude of management... that grain of sand grew to a pretty hefty pearl of animosity towards the place and I didn't like working there anymore. The more of myself I put into the place, the tougher it got when it changed.
(I'm not saying your job will go bad, jsut that it happens with some jobs. Often due to change in management, or through some external force...it can change it.) And that's what happened to me at my last job. One little change started it all. It was like a grain of sand in an oyster. Over time, and other inane changes of policy and attitude of management... that grain of sand grew to a pretty hefty pearl of animosity towards the place and I didn't like working there anymore. The more of myself I put into the place, the tougher it got when it changed.
I was hoping to not have to work tonight but noooooo. Instead i get to have the owners wife come in witrha aprty of 11 that i have to take care of. Whats another 7 or 8 hours when you already have 51 for the week? Oh well, not really a huge deal.
I am uneasy about soem of my tattoos right now. I know...
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So i go today to get a little bit of ink work done, nothing major, just a littel work to get things even and such. Anyway. So I'm at the shop and such and who come sin but my ex girlfriend. It happens to be her birthday today. We arent on the greatest of terms, but it coudl be worse too. I dont like to...
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Im just tired of myself i think. I have no ambition, no drive, no desire. I dont get it. I need to get off my ass and motivate myself. I just not happy over all. i need something to change this. not sure what will do it but something has to!
syracusescumbag:
I know EXACTLY how you feel.
Maybe we should hang out and just watch movies or something. It's what we're good at.
Maybe we should hang out and just watch movies or something. It's what we're good at.
I keep trying but i am not sure why, i mean, you can only put so much effort into it before its time to stop.
I need some new playlists...
all styles
punk, rock ,ska, jazz, electronic (jungle, bre3aks, funky house...) anything!!!
tell me some stuff to check out!
all styles
punk, rock ,ska, jazz, electronic (jungle, bre3aks, funky house...) anything!!!
tell me some stuff to check out!
heavenlystranger:
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i hate how things are goiing right now. On eth ehand my job is going well. I like where i work, i have a good time over all there and i am ghetting recognized and rewarded for my efforts so thats good. But my personal life, i odnt know if its been worse. I just cant seem to get anything right lately. And when i...
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I am feeling so down today. I havent really fet this way in a bit. I dont even know what to think. Its really aggrivating to me. I just want to hear her voice. I know it would fix it, at least a bit.
Its so fustrating to get be able to get ahold of the one person you really want/need to
Its so fustrating to get be able to get ahold of the one person you really want/need to
thrasher:
try the firey jack
So i have been going on this music downloading frenzy...
I need to new stuff
Please, anyone, ideas welcomed!
A band name, a dj name, a song title..all sorts, let me hear um!!!
I need to new stuff
Please, anyone, ideas welcomed!
A band name, a dj name, a song title..all sorts, let me hear um!!!
monica:
my suggestion would be some belle and sebastian. only because i bought one of their cds yesterday and i've fallen in love with them alllllll over again <3
so she called tonight, and all is great!!!
work may seem to take forever now since we are gonna hang out afterwards...
work may seem to take forever now since we are gonna hang out afterwards...
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monica:
and you e mailed me all worried, silly 
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[Edited on Jul 08, 2003]
monica:
where are you??