moderncutthroat

It is October and I already slightly dislike my job.

In order to succeed I'll need to essentially tell the people below me what to do and how to do it, or they wont do it. And I have to kiss up to the people not only above me but around me.

I'm already seen as the bitch. Sigh. I hate this passive aggressive shit.

I need a new tattoo. I've been craving it.

So I'm convinced that letting things go and not complicating them more, sometimes actually complicates it less.

I feel better. We seem better. Maybe we've just been too stressed this week. I'm glad I didn't act all hype and needy and shit.

I believe Harlot has a tattoo that I love to death. It says This is you and me, and me and you, until...
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I love this fucking piercing. Hiding it is gonna suck.

Who knew that getting a facial piercing brings so much rudeness to the surface?

Even close friends make rude and rash statements.

I'm not one to be peer pressured into compliance.

Let em say what they want, but don't make my appearance the thing that fucks our relationship up. This can be hidden. I could tire of it in a few months and take it...
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It's almost 2 years and I still have trouble bringing up the things that bother me. Why am I afraid that he'll leave me? Why am I so jealous?

I HAVE the million dollar guy. So what in the hell is wrong with me?

Why is it that I can't tell him when he does things that make me mad. I just let it pass. How am I losing my fucking edge again. Fucking a.

I feel like shit.

Classes start NOW!