moderncutthroat

We are both madly in love with each other.
Afraid and tentative, we made the step of saying it to the other.

I smiled all night long.

He makes me smile even when I'm so angry at things happening in my life.

Even my therapist see's the difference this new guy has on me.

I just can't be down when I know he's a phone call away.

As far as school is concerned I'm flailing wildly under a pile of work. I'll be fine and I'm trying really hard to get great...
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So we talked.

And he's scared and I'm scared.

We've both been burned but the both of us are having a hard time not falling for the other. ]

It's nice that he feels the same.

I want to give this new guy a chance. I want to so badly but as I listen to him I find myself having doubts. Doubts about nothing.

How can I leave the past behind and move on? Move on with someone who I know is AMAZING. He is an amazing person and he's amazing in bed. I've never felt so close to someone I...
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I have to say I just had the best sex of my life.

That is all.

This morning was amazing. We are going to be together tomorrow morning and Friday morning too.

I cant stop thinking about him and going oh my god.

I have never felt like this about anyone before. We just clicked and it's all there. The physical and the mental attractions.

OKay. This is so crazy.

It's amazing how someone can come into your life at the right time.

I've met this guy who just seemed to lift me out of my depression.

I'm trying not to get too excited but I haven't felt so excited to talk with someone in a long time.

The past two days I've thrown myself into shopping, having fun and being with my friends. It seems to work. I have a few club tops and a new dress and some sick shoes.

I figure that we are broken up since we've decided to be "just friends". I'm letting it all go. I've cried as much as I'm going to let myself. After a...
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So it's over.

He said I didn't know him. That he wasn't my one. He said that we had changed. That it was both our faults. He offered no explainations and now... I am left to pick it all up and move on. What can I say? Nothing. What can I do? Nothing. He made his choice. This is what he wants. Hopefully the result...
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