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In 7 days I will be back in the arms of the love of my life and I need him now more than ever.
I'm embarking on all these new things. The Blog and video posts. Writing for a local magazine. Writing a screenplay. Finishing school. I want to be able to share it and being home will be so nice.
Sadly enough, my...
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In 7 days I will be back in the arms of the love of my life and I need him now more than ever.
I'm embarking on all these new things. The Blog and video posts. Writing for a local magazine. Writing a screenplay. Finishing school. I want to be able to share it and being home will be so nice.
Sadly enough, my...
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So in the past month my best friend died.
I laid off my job
My computer died.
I had to buy a new one so all my new friends, sorry I haven't chatted you up. I just got it today.
I need my life to get better.
I laid off my job
My computer died.
I had to buy a new one so all my new friends, sorry I haven't chatted you up. I just got it today.
I need my life to get better.
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ravioli:
aw feel better soon
are you riding the unemployment train like i am?
its been a fun ride so far
are you riding the unemployment train like i am?
its been a fun ride so far
thefreddy:
Things'll be alright. Just hang in there.
So it's been two days and my emotions just go from one extreme to the next.
I go from comfortably numb to hysterically sad and back all day long.
I am rarely myself these days but very small little things peak through.
I agreed to use my skills and make a collage for her but so far I've only scanned about 8 pictures onto the...
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I go from comfortably numb to hysterically sad and back all day long.
I am rarely myself these days but very small little things peak through.
I agreed to use my skills and make a collage for her but so far I've only scanned about 8 pictures onto the...
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ferkixlll:
I know that my condolences must seem inadequite, still I offer them.
You did hit the nail on the head though, It Isn't Fair. Never was never will be.
The grief will pass in it's own time. Short or long it will seem like forever.
As a tribute to her, on her birthday donate what you would have spent
on a present or party to the Cancer Society. Request that any friends
going from long to short hair [ if 6 inches or more ] donate the hair to
Locks Of Love to be made into a wig for a Rad/ Chemo patient.
Try to make this part of your growth. You will survive.
You did hit the nail on the head though, It Isn't Fair. Never was never will be.
The grief will pass in it's own time. Short or long it will seem like forever.
As a tribute to her, on her birthday donate what you would have spent
on a present or party to the Cancer Society. Request that any friends
going from long to short hair [ if 6 inches or more ] donate the hair to
Locks Of Love to be made into a wig for a Rad/ Chemo patient.
Try to make this part of your growth. You will survive.
Time of death - 3:22pm.
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shesinparties:
so very sorry for your loss, sounds like you were such a great friend to her.
cosmo:
So sorry to hear that. My condolences to the family. Hope things get easier for you.
Every time one of her machines goes off I am paralyzed with fear.
I know she needs to die.
She is in terrible pain, but that moment it happens.
That is the moment I am most afraid of.
I used to think that burning alive was the worst way to die.
It isn't.
This is.
Having your body turn on you and slowly explode on...
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I know she needs to die.
She is in terrible pain, but that moment it happens.
That is the moment I am most afraid of.
I used to think that burning alive was the worst way to die.
It isn't.
This is.
Having your body turn on you and slowly explode on...
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neyrissa:
*hugs*
I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.
My best female friend is going to die.
I have yet to see her in the hospital, but her father called me and he sounded defeated.
Devastated.
I don't even think it's really hit me yet. The likelihood of her beating a more aggressive cancer when her body is still recovering from the chemo and radiation from months ago is ... slim. She still looks...
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I have yet to see her in the hospital, but her father called me and he sounded defeated.
Devastated.
I don't even think it's really hit me yet. The likelihood of her beating a more aggressive cancer when her body is still recovering from the chemo and radiation from months ago is ... slim. She still looks...
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cosmo:
So sorry to hear this. It's always hard when someone close passes away suddenly, but it's much harder when you know that they are dying and there is nothing you can do.
I hope that you get time to see her. I never got to talk to my brother (he had been having health problems, but we never expected that he would take a very sudden turn for the worse) and I really regret that very much.
So sorry to hear this. It's always hard when someone close passes away suddenly, but it's much harder when you know that they are dying and there is nothing you can do.
I hope that you get time to see her. I never got to talk to my brother (he had been having health problems, but we never expected that he would take a very sudden turn for the worse) and I really regret that very much.
You Give Me Fever
It's so hard to put into words how I've been feeling lately.
A few days back we had this conversation and I said all these silly girl feelings and felt like a moron.
Now that all that is out in the open... it's like I have nothing to think about
well except him
All I've been thinking about is him.
In...
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It's so hard to put into words how I've been feeling lately.
A few days back we had this conversation and I said all these silly girl feelings and felt like a moron.
Now that all that is out in the open... it's like I have nothing to think about
well except him
All I've been thinking about is him.
In...
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Really digging this song by Katy Perry. Is it possible to be in love with someone and be terrified of that vulnerability 6 months in? Because I am. I love it. I can't stand it. I'm happy but I'm scared of opening up any way emotionally.
I'm used to opening my own doors
and splitting the checks
He introduced me
was always just the friend...
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I'm used to opening my own doors
and splitting the checks
He introduced me
was always just the friend...
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Well we're trying to be okay....
I may have pushed too fast to see him and although every fiber of my being wants to see him, I want it to be right.
We are going to work on some of the trust that was lost being restored.
I'm the type of person who wants to fix a problem ASAP, I rush at them with my...
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I may have pushed too fast to see him and although every fiber of my being wants to see him, I want it to be right.
We are going to work on some of the trust that was lost being restored.
I'm the type of person who wants to fix a problem ASAP, I rush at them with my...
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cockzombie:
come back to psw.
we can be bitches.
fat ones
we can be bitches.
fat ones
pollythundercat:
wow, that is some pretty deep stuff...
and hey, thank you....nothing too impressive though, don't be fooled...but i appreciate it anyways =)
and hey, thank you....nothing too impressive though, don't be fooled...but i appreciate it anyways =)
Yay! We're okay!
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