I am still in love with my ex.
My friends are so against us being together again but none of them has ever even been in love, and the one who has? She lusted after someone for 2 full years before finally giving up on him. Even she says, let it go, cut him off.
But I can't walk away. I can't just be like,...
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My friends are so against us being together again but none of them has ever even been in love, and the one who has? She lusted after someone for 2 full years before finally giving up on him. Even she says, let it go, cut him off.
But I can't walk away. I can't just be like,...
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ravioli:
i vouch for that bitch 
moderncutthroat:
Yes.
I'm supposed to be strong. My friends whisper in my ears "You don't need him. You don't need him." Need is such an interesting term. No I don't need anyone really, but I want. I want my life back. I want the love I used to have back. I want to sing love songs again. I want to hear a love song and not want...
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ravioli:
yep.
i cant even talk to my friends about it anymore because im sick of hearing it!
they tell me to cut him out its the only way and i absolutely can not do that.
i dont have it in me.
im not the same woman i used to be before i found him and that is for better and worse i suppose.
we both want each other so much no matter how dangerous we are for each other.
i want him. he wants me.
and that is why im going out with him tomorrow.
but i havent/cant tell my close friends the ones that lent me their shoulders because i know they will reiterate what my conscious is telling me
i cant even talk to my friends about it anymore because im sick of hearing it!
they tell me to cut him out its the only way and i absolutely can not do that.
i dont have it in me.
im not the same woman i used to be before i found him and that is for better and worse i suppose.
we both want each other so much no matter how dangerous we are for each other.
i want him. he wants me.
and that is why im going out with him tomorrow.
but i havent/cant tell my close friends the ones that lent me their shoulders because i know they will reiterate what my conscious is telling me
I hate it so much that I love you.
That loving you is so painful.
Why am I so fucking broken.
It was so great
what the fuck happened to us?
This isn't fair.
This isn't fair.
This isn't fair.
That loving you is so painful.
Why am I so fucking broken.
It was so great
what the fuck happened to us?
This isn't fair.
This isn't fair.
This isn't fair.
ravioli:
anytime lady,
i think it's a fair estimation to say
love is a losing game
i wish i could offer you more guidance and words that could help you shake the hold he has over you still
but i too am a failure at that
i think it's a fair estimation to say
love is a losing game
i wish i could offer you more guidance and words that could help you shake the hold he has over you still
but i too am a failure at that
He called me last night and my heart stopped.
I can't talk to him about us.
He asks if I am dating and I always tell him no.
He said "I'm not dating anyone. I'm not over you. There's still too much in my life."
I thought and I wanted so badly to say that I don't want him to get over me. I want him to come back home and be with me...
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He asks if I am dating and I always tell him no.
He said "I'm not dating anyone. I'm not over you. There's still too much in my life."
I thought and I wanted so badly to say that I don't want him to get over me. I want him to come back home and be with me...
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tymelesseq:
I've only really ever liked one guy and i talk to him on msn all the time and it just confuses me.
tymelesseq:
yeah its odd but i don't wanna be the one to say how i really feel first and he isn't stepping up to the plate at all. *boggle*
It seems odd but we talked and I finally feel free.
I love him and for now I'm just going to tuck that away
and just have some fun.
I love him and for now I'm just going to tuck that away
and just have some fun.
makeupandsin:
thats good. have fun. live life.
miss you.
miss you.
tymelesseq:
yay for fun.
Yeah my dream vacation to but it will be better because it will be for a year!
Yeah my dream vacation to but it will be better because it will be for a year!
I am aching for an intimacy I can only hear in his voice.
I've been single for 1 week and I've got multiple people hitting on me.
We're broken up.
I love him.
He loves me.
Circumstances are keeping us apart.
So why does it feel bad to flirt?
We're broken up.
I love him.
He loves me.
Circumstances are keeping us apart.
So why does it feel bad to flirt?
Forgive my bad 3am poetry. Hell, atleast it's better than drinking.
There's this nozzle to her heart and she always knows when to shut it off.
Disconnect the blood flow and make the hurting stop.
She does it well.
She does it often.
Compartmentalize everything,
every detail so it's not easily retrievable.
Put another bandaid on the broken heart.
Sew a few more stitches so...
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There's this nozzle to her heart and she always knows when to shut it off.
Disconnect the blood flow and make the hurting stop.
She does it well.
She does it often.
Compartmentalize everything,
every detail so it's not easily retrievable.
Put another bandaid on the broken heart.
Sew a few more stitches so...
Read More
ravioli:
bwahaha im reminded of an amy winehouse lyric
but yes it IS better than drinkin
but yes it IS better than drinkin