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moderncutthroat

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Sunday Mar 14, 2010

Mar 14, 2010
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The ex who I spent 5 months grieving over made a new myspace and contacted me on it. He wanted to build the bridge of friendship and I was a bit shocked. He wanted to know how my life had been since we broke up over a year and a half ago and I didn't tell him the naughty details but I did tell him my life is amazing. I know you're not supposed to toss it in their face, but I spent 5 months heartbroken like no other. I told him about the modeling jobs, talking with an agency and working on my first manuscript, moving to Philadelphia and just being so happy. He never asked if I was single. I wonder what I'd of told him. Single? Happy. Focused on getting a degree I can actually use post college. Losing weight and getting fit. Who knows but I told him he could IM me and gave him my ways but not a phone number because honestly... we can't be friends. I'll sit and talk video games with him on AIM but that's about it. I don't need anymore male friends who want to fuck me. I have quite enough.

It's so funny cause I hopped on youtube and stumbled across a song I'd never heard. Apparently it was big on the radio a few months ago and its exactly what I did after this breakup. Changed my life 100%. Lyrics and video in the spoiler.


SPOILERS! (Click to view)




Am I supposed to put my life on hold, because you don't know how to act?
And you don't know where your life is going?
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken-hearted in a corner cryin'?
Pardon me if I don't show it

I don't care if I never see you again.
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together
But either way baby, I'm gone

I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wonderin'
I got that new I'm-a-single-girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it
Sing!

Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey, goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey, goodbye

Cut my hair 'cause it reminded me of you, I know you like the long do
Had to switch my attitude up
Thinkin' of changin' up how I ride, no more on the passenger side
Too bad you missed out on the way that I drive it

I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together
But either way baby, I'm gone

I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wonderin'
I got that new I'm-a-single-girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it
Sing!

Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey, goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey, goodbye

H-hey, h-hey
H-hey, goodbye

I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wonderin'
I got that new I'm-a-single-girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it
Sing!

Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey, goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey, goodbye

Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey, goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey, goodbye
Goodbye!!!!!!!!


VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
ganonymousg:
hard i know... i'm always on the other end, wondering why i can't be friends with my exs, some ppl just can't handle it. wish you the best, but if it feels wrong, avoid and don't do it wink
Mar 16, 2010
terome:
It's always hard with ex's....they sometimes say that they're happy for you, that you've moved on and are doing better..but are they REALLY happy for you? Or does that bring on a multitude of different feelings including jealousy and resentment?
Ex's are ex's for a reason.. I tend to think about that and keep them out of my life.
Mar 20, 2010

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