moderncutthroat

Wow. Sounds like a very hard situation.
I have no true advise on this one, except for following your heart, as stupid as your heart can be sometimes.
But, remember...enough is enough.
If he fucks up this time, it's over.
Your heart can only take so much, keep that in mind dear.
Love is always worth the risk, up to some point when we just can't take it anymore, and goodbye really means goodbye..
Good luck, and don't forget us girls have our pride too.