modernbombshell

I've been feeling excessively shitty about everything and everyone lately. I blame the meatfest that was this weekend. Mind you, I'm a vegetarian for health reasons so me eating meat is no big thing. Since leaving Pgh, I've started eating meat more frequently, but in no way regularly. This weekend however, there was wonton soup, almond chicken, sweet and sour pork, a beef frank and pepperoni pizza. While all was nummies, my mood's crashed horribly as it generally does when I eat a lot of meat. Fluctuating between wanting to cry and claw someone's eyes out... I lived like this for too many years as a teen. I'm done with it. As yummy as it all is, I need to remember this time and remember it's a BAD IDEA.

Looking at me, you'd never think me the j-hip hop type... but oh lawd I am. m-flo is floating my mood higher and higher with their beats. So so good. I really need to start collecting the CDs but the price of importing CDs from Japan can be prohibitive. It's mostly the shipping. Well, that and the CDs are $25. Yowzah. I'd pay $25 for m-flo though.

I'm really trying to decide if I wanna cut all my hair off. On one hand, it's getting hot and less hair = win in that situation. But really, I think I'd feel better if my hair just weren't so warm in tone. If I could cool it down to a platinum, I'd be set. However, I don't like paying for people to dye my hair and getting A to do it would be like pulling teeth. From past questioning, he seems to equate it with me asking him to cut off his dick. There's nothing emasculating about helping your girlfriend bleach out the back of her hair. Remember this well fellas.

I really wanna make out with someone right now. I wanna eat chinese food too. I have so many odd urges. I'll get at least one out of two tonight if I whine enough. Those of you who know me well enough know which is more likely.