Ow I Really Screwed Up My Back Trying Out A New Exercise. Won't Be Doing Any of That For A While. Least No One Walked In On Me While I Was Trying This New One Out Because To Other People, Not Knowing What I Was Doing, It Would of Looked Like I Was Trying To Give Myself Head.

It's Been Hell In This House Because...
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Well I Just Found Out Dusty Is No Longer An Active Suicide Girl And I Think That Sucks. I Hope She Wasn't Kicked Off For Some Stupid Ass Reason Like Most of The Girls Are. I Guess You're Just Not Allowed To Have Your Own Opinions.

This Was My Day.

Woke Up From A Nightmare And Got Dressed Because My Dad Had To Be At His Doctor's. From There We Went To The Police Office Because His Secretary Had Something For Him. Then To My Grandma's To Pick Up Food That She Didn't Want. Then Back Home And Found My Brother Was Here Waiting For My Sister.

Not Soon After, As...
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I Never Got To See Red Eye. I Actually Got More Money That Day But My Sister Had Work So There Wasn't Anyway To Get There. Later On That Night, I Had Another Opportunity To Hang Out With My Friends But My Sister's Work Got In My Way Again.

My Sister And Her B/F Are Now Living Here. They Aren't Going Anywhere Else And I...
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Since Posting That Poem, Kirstin And Me Have Hung Out 2 Times. We Figure No Law Is Going To Keep Us From Hanging Out. And After Her Dad Cools Down From Whatever Is Making Him Act Up This Month, I'm Gonna Meet Him. I Just Hope It Goes Well. Sure She Is 15 And I'm 22 But There Is No Intimate Feelings With Us. She's...
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I Wrote This Early In The Morning Around 5am. This Is How Bad My Month Is Going And I Just Needed To Write About It And I Figured Poem Form Was The Best Way.




This month of August started out grand. But now I realize it's all around bland. I had a cute date on one hand and a bunch of best friends in the...
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Went To The Hospital From 11am To 5pm Yesterday To See My Dad. He Was Suppose To Be In Surgery That Day But Too Much Stuff Was Wrong With Him So It Will Either Happen Tomorrow Or Friday. He Is Really Stressed Out Being In The Hospital For So Long And His Nerves And Emotions Are Shot. Hopefully Everything Happens Today So He Can Come...
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Not Much Has Been Going On. My Computer Has Been Messing Up And Completely Stopped Working For About A Week. So I Got Bored One Day And Tore It Apart And Put It Back Together And Now It Works Fine.

Dad Is In The Hospital For Heart Problems. Getting Surgery Done On It Today.

Sister I Guess Is Moving Back To Town With Her B/F....
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Well My Being A Dummy Got All Friends On Here Deleted By Accident. I Deleted All My Bookmarks And It Ended Up Deleting My Friends Also. I Didn't Know It Would Do That And Now I Can't Readd My Friend Because The Option Is No Longer Available. I Kicked Myself For That.

Went To Take My Sister To Her Appoinment With My Mom Yesterday And...
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Ugh I Feel Dead.

I Got My Computer Memory Wiped So Now I Get To Start Off With A Newish Computer. Redownloaded And Installed Everything And So Far No Problems. Well Cept I Need A New Floppy Disc Thing. Least I Can View Videos Again. That's One Thing I Hated About My Old Tower. And I Tore Apart My Old Monitor And Pitched That Too....
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