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Wednesday Jun 11, 2008

Jun 11, 2008
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I feel like shit today.

I'm pretty sure my boyfriend wants to break up with me but hasn't because he feels bad.

I don't have anything without him because I'm a pathetic person. I only have two friends from high school that I actually see and it's only weekends.

I have no friends at school and I can't make any. I'm not a likable person.

I feel really pointless right now. On top of feeling depressed about other things like the future with jobs, I can't handle this. I'm basically going to end up alone because I can never find anyone who likes me. Clearly I'm at fault.

I can say this honestly, I truly do not like being me. I just don't fit anywhere.
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thepanicthevomit:
hey don't be down.
i often feel the same way-
i don't have many friends,
and even the ones i do have i don't see often.
i feel as if they don't even really know me.
except for my best friend,
who i've also been in love with for the past 2 years...
who cheats on his girlfriend with me...
we fight sometimes and i don't know what i'd do without him.
i know exactly how you feel, but neither of us should feel that way it's stupid.
besides, you're a cutie-pie!
Jun 12, 2008
r3x:
Not a likable person?!
mad Oh come off it! Many a people like you! I know I do. biggrin Granted, I'm only online... but if I was a local, we'd totally be friends. Hell, I'd even dress up at Wizard with you. But not as Morpheus. I ain't no Emo! haha
Jun 12, 2008

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