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Monday May 19, 2008

May 19, 2008
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Feeling kind of down. I've applied to 20 places now and no response. I can't call half of them because they asked people not to. I feel like I'm wasting my time but I really need this. Either way, I'll have to get a job during the school year. But it'll only be part time and probably 3-5 days a week at most.

Also feeling kind of shitty because I'm consistently reminded of the fact that I basically have no college friends. I don't talk much to the girl who's my roommate next year and I only have two other "friends". Obviously I'm going to try to make more next year but it's hard for me and I'm lonely without friends at school. I'm getting tired of hearing my best friend talk about her college friends all the time.

I guess I'm just feeling kind of blah and dissatisfied. I'm generally like that with myself, though.

Staying over at AnchorpersonOnTV's apartment Wednesday night. Going to Wisconsin Friday morning. My birthday is the Saturday after this one. I was going to get a tattoo but now I don't think I can afford one.

I have to start working on my costume for Wizard and my costume for the premiere of "The Dark Knight". For Wizard I'm still not sure who I'm going to be. I'm considering Gert from Runaways, but I'm not pudgy...Ideas, anyone?

For the TDK premiere I'm just going as my idea of a Nolan-esque Harley Quinn. Meaning gritty/realistic/dark.
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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
Try not to think about it. A lot of places are very slow with their recruitment. Much of the time as soon as you stop worrying about it you get a call out of the blue.
May 20, 2008
f1ssure:
As hard as it can be, the key is to remain positive. Call back those places that did not specifically ask you not to call back, and you will get a break. Likely not a glamorous job, but something that will put some money in your pocket. Hang in there.
May 20, 2008

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