Friday Jan 18, 2008

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Bad mood today. Ish. It isn't terrible. I'm just tired and frustrated. I hate exes. Girls are so malicious. I don't want to deal with it anymore. I'm starting to just lose hope. I'm tired of being scared but if I don't do anything I just feel like I'm going to lose.

I don't want to feel like this anymore. I feel like a burden and I can't say anything about how I feel without it being trouble.

I'm lonely.

I'm supposed to go eat with a friend but I'm tired. It's taking me forever to move.
kittyvalentine:
I'm sorry. I've never understood why girls are so nasty to one another. We really do make our lives so much worse for one another! 99% of my friends are male, purely because I can't stand how catty and manipulative a lot of girls are. I empathise!

I hope you feel better soon. xx
chell_____:
Aww now your just being hard on yourself, you can't possibly lose, your much better than any of his exes otherwise he wouldn't have just spent 2 years+ (from what i can read) with you, no? Makes sense to me. So your really a (uber-cute) winner, if he can't see this then perhaps its time for a little "reminder" biggrin of how lucky he is.

hope everything goes well with that wink

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