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I feel fairly miserable right now.

Summer has gone fast and been nothing special. I barely see my old friends from high school because we all work. And going back to school isn't anything special for me because I have few college friends anyway.

I'm just tired and I want a day to be alone and not do anything.
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jamila:
Don't you miss being a kid and having summer seem like YEARS compared to now.
Why don't grown-ups get summer vacation? frown
the_boss:
kiss
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Like probably everyone else on the planet, I thought the Dark Knight was amazing. Ledger owned the Joker and made him into the perfect, erratic, creepy, hilarious psychopath he should be.

Everyone should see it on IMAX.
pawko4b:
Well damn you are right and I believe I shall do so. It'll take awesome to the next level....ascended awesome.
spidersandarrows:
I have not seen it yet. I'm too damn busy. I heard it's sold out everywhere in San Francisco this weekend.

I want too see it, but I'm in no rush.
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I'm leaving the internet for now, until after I see the Dark Knight. I don't trust people.

Going a little insane. I'm getting the iPhone as my old phone is essentially dead. My little brother has one so my dad wants me to put my phone plan under a family plan so it'll cost less for me to pay for the monthly shit. The annoying...
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pawko4b:
Ok fine we'll wait for an update at oh fuck it's dark out thirty.
ethanmyers:
see ya on friday.

I'll make sure to IM ya to be all exicted about the flick smile
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Sooo I got semi-bailed on tonight. I am home and will be bored. Feel free to IM me I suppose:

AIM = black cat book

I think I'm just going to be reading and watching some tv.

Excited for The Dark Knight. I don't think I'll be online much if at all next week.


EDIT:

P.S. I need to get my boyfriend gifts for his...
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robby:
one of my favorite authors put out a graphic novel, but i'm not sure how available it is . think my wife got it thru his personal website cuz mine's autographed biggrin

amazon

ishmael

good luck !
miro:
yeh loads of times, but this will be my second trip to Paris. We have a little place just outside of Cannes, so I've been to the south quite a lot. I love it. It's like a second home.. x
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Restless today but nonetheless a bit tired.

I get paid Friday. I'm thinking about getting a To Kill A Mockingbird quote tattooed on me. Maybe I'll just save 100 from this paycheck and 100 from the next. How much do script tattoos usually cost? (Not huge, like 1/2 in letters?) [Quote: "It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and...
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perilouspup:
i was half expecting a "please bust up my chifforobe"... because we all know what that's code for....
thunderbunny:
I love that quote. That one, and the one about not taking pride in your talents.

tb
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I'm feeling on and off depressed which I think is my birth control, in part. (Sorry if you didn't wanna hear that, boys.) Sooo... That means either going off the pill or trying a new one. And I'd really rather not go through the whole "trying new pills and going crazy or gaining weight" thing.

I honestly, truly believe that the stereotype of women not...
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zerstoer:
Yea, it's pretty fucked up, in my opinion. You go on the pill so you can have sex and not get the ol pego, and it kills your sex drive, almost seems futile, doesn't it?
ethanmyers:
I've actually heard that some pills actually make it easier for you to get pregnant?!?!?


fucked up that. Best of luck though
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With school approaching I'm worrying about meeting people again since I failed to do so very well last year.

How many of you had a hard time making friends? Besides going to clubs, what helped?

I'm gonna try to meet people in classes too but I've heard from a lot of girls that it's hard to make good friends at Loyola. I'm not sure why....
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kaise17:
i've been friends with the same platoon for the last 3 years, these guys are my friends because we've got no one else.
ethanmyers:
I suck at making friends and really, aside from the exes that I'm friendlywith, I only have maybe 3 friends. That being said I've found it rather helpful to have a 'fuck it' attitude when meeting people.

What I mean is fuck being nervous and all that, just go for it and say hi. Be honest and worse comes to worse? You're maybe rejected by the group you're trying to meet. But fuck it you can obviously do better. Since they obviously have no taste if they don't think you're cool. biggrin


Sorry if that isn't much help, but the not really giving a damn what everyone else thinks has helped me in social situations more now than ever.
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I really don't know how to feel anymore. Relationships are frustrating sometimes because you have to depend so much on the honesty of the other person. I desperately want to believe things but when lies are apparently told to other people and kept hidden from yourself it's confusing.

I also feel ugly now. Whee.

On a lighter note, Wizard yesterday was enjoyable. I only spent...
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the_boss:
Did I even see you at all? Or you were just lost within the masses
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
I can't imagine you ever having an ugly thought, not even whne I look at your profile pic and think "Hang on, she doesn't look wistful and vulnerable - she's breaking wind!"
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Bit pissed. Got to Wizard at like 5:45. Was told I couldn't get in because it closed at 6. For one, that was not made clear enough. Also, what if I wanted to go to the other Friday events?

Whatever, though. Going early tomorrow.

Saw "Wall*E" instead. Was adorable and I cried.

Made about 400 dollars (got my check today). Close to 100 was taken...
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the_boss:
So that's why we didn't see you frown My legs and feet are killing me hardcore from walking so much argh!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
What is the soundtrack like on Wall-E? When I saw the trailer I thought it might be the sort of thing that might be worth going to see with my headphones on, listening to Hawkwind and making the story up in my head as I go along.
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Quite tired. Today was nice. Bought strawberries at a farmer's market on the way to work.

Finished reading La Perdida, which I enjoyed. On to reading Devil in the White City, which I've wanted to read for a long time.

Boyfriend came to my work during my lunch break so we ate together. Made the day go by faster.

Came home and was...
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jamila:
I cannot wait for Wall-E, I think we're going Sunday smile
kaise17:
Have fun, I went to Wizard LA and had a great time. Hope you do too at your Wizard.
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I would like to say things are better with my boyfriend right not but he's good at hiding things so I can't be sure. Haha. Either way, stuff seems alright. My parents were out for the weekend so he stayed over last night and we watched Battlestar, as per usual.

Went to Chicago Comics today for the first time in like three weeks. Ended up...
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the_boss:
You going to Wizard World? We'll be there... I'll personally be between the SG Booth and the Pawstar booth the majority of the weekend taking too many pictures
the_boss:
Then make sure you stop by and say HELLO!
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So for eight days I get to wake up every day at 4:30am and work til 4. Fun stuff.

Saw Willie Nelson last night. I'm not a fan of Ravinia. I mean, I don't even like non-standing concerts. Nonetheless, it was alright.

EDIT: I think after I get paid I will be getting a new tattoo. Likely a quote from To Kill A Mockingbird under...
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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
You are young. You have the stamina to make it through.

Again I was going to offer you an example to encourage you but again I realise it proves the opposite of what I am trying to say

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I did briefly work 16 hour shifts as a nightshift security guard but in retrospect I hid and slept most of the time so it is not very inspirational.

cutcopydestroy:
4 am fuck that