long story short:
on friday i found out that i could not change my flight and stay in ghana all year. i was flipping shit, coming up with alternatives. on this day, the semi/non-boyfriend who had been sending his affections up until, literally, one week ago told me: "i dont love you. i dont miss you. i dont want you in my life. i want to be happy and you make me miserable." so ok, what else? debated taking a semester leave, traveling africa a bit more, traveling europe, seeing family, WORKING to earn some money. decided it was the best choice for me, then realized that i'm not really emotionally up to traveling alone in africa. so i may just visit friends and family in europe, family in the US, then get to work in new orleans building up a completely different life than the one i left behind: full of disenchantment with the western world, not on campus, not in class until fall 08, but also not in africa (my dearest of dear places), and not with the one person i've had since getting down there.
it's good for me, but god. damn. i'm so overwhelmed. i'm kind of holding it together.
anyone in europe wanna let me stay with you on my extremely minimal budget, and show me around? i'll be in copenhagen, dublin, and madrid for sure.
i miss your kind internet affections,
Mo
on friday i found out that i could not change my flight and stay in ghana all year. i was flipping shit, coming up with alternatives. on this day, the semi/non-boyfriend who had been sending his affections up until, literally, one week ago told me: "i dont love you. i dont miss you. i dont want you in my life. i want to be happy and you make me miserable." so ok, what else? debated taking a semester leave, traveling africa a bit more, traveling europe, seeing family, WORKING to earn some money. decided it was the best choice for me, then realized that i'm not really emotionally up to traveling alone in africa. so i may just visit friends and family in europe, family in the US, then get to work in new orleans building up a completely different life than the one i left behind: full of disenchantment with the western world, not on campus, not in class until fall 08, but also not in africa (my dearest of dear places), and not with the one person i've had since getting down there.
it's good for me, but god. damn. i'm so overwhelmed. i'm kind of holding it together.
anyone in europe wanna let me stay with you on my extremely minimal budget, and show me around? i'll be in copenhagen, dublin, and madrid for sure.
i miss your kind internet affections,
Mo
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New Orleans especially eases the soul.
Big changes are good for you. Even if wrapping your head (or heart) around them isn't quite easy.