mocha

i'm teh uberblonde!

everything is so up in the air. what to do, what to do. i wish life wasnt so complicated.
i wish he'd talk to me about it.
i wish i could have told him earlier.
i wish i hadnt done it.
i'm glad i did it.
i wish i hadnt.
i had to.

it's done now.

i wonder why he dislikes SG? maybe he doesnt know about it very much... or maybe he knows a lot, and has found me on here? i should make everything members only. not that it matters, why should random people who PAY see what i have to say and random people who don't pay be blind? whatever.

i'm trying to be happy, but always feel deceived.