AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
i really need to yell. but i CANT because it's 24 hour quiet hours for finals and my RA's a cunt. ive already had FOUR finals, and no one has seemed to care, but now that mine are almost done, BAM cunt laura decides to be a sonofawhore.
damnit!
so i finally decided to get over the last boyfriend i had (yeah about 5 1/2 months too late) because it's useless. we still talk all the time. he asks about my boyfriend. i tell him how it's going. i ask him about all his 'hoes' and he replies with how he doesnt have any.
then i find out (via facebook album) that my FRIEND from colorado -- actually, the girl who moved into my room when i moved out and now enjoys MY CU collages i made and MY bed -- is dating the ex. what a bitch! i'm pissed at him for never mentioning it. i'm pissed at him for thinking it would be fine. i'm pissed at her because i fucking introduced them.
but i guess i cant really be mad can i? because, of course... i'm gone. and not coming back.
well actually i WAS thinking of coming back. to visit, ya know? maybe catchin a ride some time with a friend who goes here who drives to colorado a couple times a year. but instead... i think i'll just avoid it completely. i mean, i'm obviously not wanted there. so it's not worth it.
ugh, ranting doesnt do ANYTHING. i'm so mad. i was hurt for a bit... now i'm just offended.
this is the same boyfriend, mind you, who (after only a couple weeks of dating, so i can't get too upset) went home to visit and hooked up with his ex. he called me, practically crying, and after about a week of him apologizing i forgave him. WHY?! i'm not sure. i promised myself to NEVER forgive someone for something so disrespectful and hurtful, but i did. and how does he repay me?
replacing me with a girl who *literally* took my place in my room.
goddamnit.
i really need to yell. but i CANT because it's 24 hour quiet hours for finals and my RA's a cunt. ive already had FOUR finals, and no one has seemed to care, but now that mine are almost done, BAM cunt laura decides to be a sonofawhore.
damnit!
so i finally decided to get over the last boyfriend i had (yeah about 5 1/2 months too late) because it's useless. we still talk all the time. he asks about my boyfriend. i tell him how it's going. i ask him about all his 'hoes' and he replies with how he doesnt have any.
then i find out (via facebook album) that my FRIEND from colorado -- actually, the girl who moved into my room when i moved out and now enjoys MY CU collages i made and MY bed -- is dating the ex. what a bitch! i'm pissed at him for never mentioning it. i'm pissed at him for thinking it would be fine. i'm pissed at her because i fucking introduced them.
but i guess i cant really be mad can i? because, of course... i'm gone. and not coming back.
well actually i WAS thinking of coming back. to visit, ya know? maybe catchin a ride some time with a friend who goes here who drives to colorado a couple times a year. but instead... i think i'll just avoid it completely. i mean, i'm obviously not wanted there. so it's not worth it.
ugh, ranting doesnt do ANYTHING. i'm so mad. i was hurt for a bit... now i'm just offended.
this is the same boyfriend, mind you, who (after only a couple weeks of dating, so i can't get too upset) went home to visit and hooked up with his ex. he called me, practically crying, and after about a week of him apologizing i forgave him. WHY?! i'm not sure. i promised myself to NEVER forgive someone for something so disrespectful and hurtful, but i did. and how does he repay me?
replacing me with a girl who *literally* took my place in my room.
goddamnit.
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[Edited on May 04, 2006 9:46AM]