mobprod

The new pictures thingy is pretty fucking cool. I hope lots of people take advantage of it, because I'm a curious motherfucker and I like to look at pictures.

So I've recently gotten off a five month ride on an emotional roller-coaster. Bloody hell, I tell ya. It's so strange how my brain works. I think a lot of people out there are probably the same way but I don't want to get too solipsistic. The logic of getting off the fucking roller-coaster has been present for the entire ride, but the fear of never being able to take the ride again was stronger than the fear of the ride itself, so it went on and on. Finally the balance shifted just slightly the other direction and I got the hell off. Naturally, a day or two after I got off the ride I felt absolutely ecstatic and have been relatively placid, content and happy ever since.

Gotta keep ahold of these lessons and not let history repeat itself, eh? Nothing worse than a lovelorn hypocrite... Lord knows I've been there.

I think I may have to hit a temp agency today. I'm too damn destitute and I need to find some cashola to get me through the next couple of months until I can work on a shoot. Blargh.

Hope things are good out there for everyone. It's fixing to be a gorgeous day here in PDX.