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Thursday Dec 26, 2002

Dec 26, 2002
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Well, Christmas has come and gone and all is well. Had some splendid food, got to see a few family members whom I've not seen in a year or so, and got to play some video games with my dad, which is always amusing. After years of struggling, he's finally getting pretty damn good with modern games.

Had a long talk with my sister the other day about this script I've written, and then about difficult epochs in our lives. The script is called "The Analytical Method of Disintegration." Have any of you had a point in your life where you/your persona/your identity has disintegrated? For me it was when my first love left and told me she was never coming back, for my sister it was when my parents told us that they were getting a divorce. A time in our lives when everything we thought we knew and understood was annihilated. I'd imagine that most people have had such an experience, or perhaps are in the midst of it. Took both my sister and I years to rebuild our personal foundations after these events.

How about the rest of you out there? Have you disintegrated and then found yourself again? Did you stay lost?

All this Christmas cheer is getting to be too much for me... Thought I'd get all serious and philosophical for a moment.

Hope things are good out there, otherwise!
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
throatneedle:
I'm stuck in purgatory
Dec 29, 2002
throatneedle:
Exactly. Its all fucking bullshit you've got to swim through to survive

I like your style.
Dec 29, 2002

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