Im a bundle of strange energy today. My last day at the job Ive had for five long straight weeks. Starting a new job on Monday that is going to utterly consume my life for five even longer straight weeks. Trepidation and uncertainty dance around behind the curtains in my mind. What am I going to do afterwards? Where am I going to live? How long can I go without finding another job? Will I have time to think again soon? Will I have my own space again soon?
Im excited to work on this upcoming film shoot. I really am. But the weather is changing and Im ungrounded and somewhat overwhelmed and in a big new place and and my life is vastly different than it was a short while ago. This summer was great. Without a doubt a high point in my life, and Ive had a pretty good life overall. A fantastic summer. And now it is Fall. Change. Fear. Doubt. Diving headfirst into the oceans of the unknown.
Then again, I love few things more than being underwater. But sometimes I have to remind myself to come up for air.
Im excited to work on this upcoming film shoot. I really am. But the weather is changing and Im ungrounded and somewhat overwhelmed and in a big new place and and my life is vastly different than it was a short while ago. This summer was great. Without a doubt a high point in my life, and Ive had a pretty good life overall. A fantastic summer. And now it is Fall. Change. Fear. Doubt. Diving headfirst into the oceans of the unknown.
Then again, I love few things more than being underwater. But sometimes I have to remind myself to come up for air.
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I had to write you because I loved your story of being an airhead like me. I feel better now!
I probably won't be going to Dante's tonight
i am trying my hardest to be mysterious and elusive. sorry to leave you missing me.
we still on for a cuddle date?