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last night, i met the oh so gorgeous Eli, SO pretty, with the sweetest lips and eyes and nose... we checked out Bunny and her magical gloves, singing her sweet sounds with her chillin' band, the secret... the first sgs that i meet, and very chill! Metric you're a little hottie, you should think of putting a set up....
the tickets have been bought, i'm officially going to colombia to meet the family....lu's family.... they're paying my ticket... i'm SO psyched.... never been, new culture, new language... change, heat.... airports and crap plane food and connection flights.... i miss the feel of travelling... the feeling of change and difference.... of going to a place where you feel new and refreshed, having left all your issues behind in the cold country up north.... where you feel time and life itself has stopped and you are in another time zone, and you're in the middle of nowhere, somewhere new, and all you do and want to do, is figure out where you are and who these people are, it's all you think of, and the life you had before is just a memory, an experience, not your real life.... because now you're feeling something new and real, and to you, you feel like you could never be more awake, never be more aware, never be more alive.... and although you must return to your old life and waiting issues.... you're always a little tainted by where you've been.... and then you get that rush, where you come home, and you must travel again, and that you're going to go away next summer, and next winter.... and la la la.... and then in the end, you just go back to the way it was.... everytime i come back from somewhere, i always promise myself that i will not lose the feeling i had when i was away exploring a new place.... but it's hard, 'cause you come home, and you got all your old friends and family, job and school, the old appartment and subway system, same food.... and you fall back into your old routine....
one day, i'll leave, and i won't come back.... one day....